141/365

you didn’t have to eat
the churros like that,
especially after the pizza
and the salad
and the two gibsons
and the multiple whiskies
and the poker
and the need
for more
and more
and more.
consume,
devour,
more
and more
and more.

turn up the volume.
this how you
were built
from the start.
 
insatiable.  
ravenous.
yes over no.
it is
never
enough.
you didn’t have to,
but you knew
you would.

we’ll deal with
tomorrow,
tomorrow.
never sacrifice
now
for
the future.