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it’s hard to know what you deserve.
what has been earned.
what’s a right?
hard to recognise decadence
and extravagance.
a nice lunch.
time by a pool.
happy hour drinks and cheese.
a walk through an outdoor art exhibit at dusk.
a safe clean city.
a loving family.
a delicious dinner.
shower. bathrobe. hotel room bed.

it’s hard to know what you deserve.
gratitude before entitlement
seems the way to go.