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crammed full of a gluttonous grilled cheese sandwich and boiled unbuttered corn…i lurk in the tabs of the internet looking for inspiration…so much stale futility…this idle vacancy lulling us to inertia…where does one even begin to look…all search engines stalled…earlier i had forced a run…slow and plodding… habit for the sake of it… no intention for growth…an evening home alone with a book…the open d string and the second fret… the stability of routine both comforting and tedious…the work at school felt important…growing up is scary for some and how they lose their childhood and the innocence that goes with it…would you give up aspects of your freedoms in order to ensure accountability, transparency, and justice…in the name of peace, they waged the wars...ain’t they got no shame…i somehow found nikki giovanni in the vacuum…how did i miss her before…where will she take me next.